For the love of hell.

I need to get out of this rut

I need to stop being so hard, down, and upset at myself. I wish my parents understood where I was coming from, just know I’m better than this and this isn’t what I normally do with myself, I hate dissappointment.

And I feel like I just disappointed everyone I know without even doing anything.

What the hell is wrong with me, snap the fuck out of it now.