I need to get out of this rut
I need to stop being so hard, down, and upset at myself. I wish my parents understood where I was coming from, just know I’m better than this and this isn’t what I normally do with myself, I hate dissappointment.
And I feel like I just disappointed everyone I know without even doing anything.
What the hell is wrong with me, snap the fuck out of it now.
Fuck America.
Sometimes I wonder if they’re checking up on me at this very moment. Watching my every move. Noting my every word. Stalking me for years now without end. I wouldn’t put it past them. They did experiment without the consent of their fellow Americans. They are…
They won’t censor the internet, if they’re smart enough, but instead of whining and complaining and trying to move to a place that costs a lifetime of money, do something. Make a complaint, click a link, make a call, we need to show them we can stop them and they can’t take this hold on us. Instead of saying everything they are doing, shut up and stop it. Stop reblogging, stop facebooking, stop tweeting, and sign a petition, make a call, send a heart felt e-mail and let them know we aren’t stupid. But more intelligent than they realize and they need to watch the hell out. If they are watching us at this moment this very time and place, they will see this. So instead of running away, fucking fight back.
